Happiness?

I was doodling while on the phone to a colleague yesterday. When I finished the conversation I found that I had drawn this. I think I may need another holiday or something! I don't have anything against the person I was talking to as far as I'm aware. I've never drawn a pistol before cars, flowers, houses, abstract squiggles and jagged shapes that sometimes end up looking vaguely phallic are more my style. I hate to think what a pop psychologist would make of it.